Asked a Girl on a Date

So even though I'm pretty far down the relapse trail at this point, some things in my life are looking up. I did break up with girlfriend of almost two years and I don't believe I've quite processed that yet. But regardless, I've moved on. I found another girl already to take her place! I don't know if it's just me or the speed talking, but I think it's the right thing to do and I'm excited about it.

Here's the details: she's 17, I'm 21. Big age difference. We've both been attracted to each other for about three years, even though the timing never really matched up. She's an "old soul" I guess, she doesn't act her age and I don't act mine, but in the opposite way. She's beautiful and witty and very interesting. Whereas my ex-girlfriend was bossy, clingy and a little boring, she's very laissez-fair about everything and a very relaxing person to be around. Well, would be relaxing except for the fact that my heart starts beating faster and my sense perk up when she's around. :P

Here's more details for ya: she already had a date scheduled for this weekend before I asked her. But she said yes anyway! Not sure who she currently favors. History would say that it's me for sure, but she must have said yes to this guy for a reason. According to a friend, he's "handsome and wealthy". Psshh, I'm tweaking out over here and not really worrying about that fact too much. If I'm on speed, I can command the conversation, make her laugh and just have a grand old time. No worries there. And on that same note, I'm actually excited rather than nervous to potentially get into bed with her! Speed makes me last longer in bed!

I'm not sure where exactly I plan to take her yet. I was thinking about the apple orchard, but then I remembered all of the apples in the Midwest of America got destroyed by a late frost during the spring. I think we are gonna do something involving a fancy dinner. I want to use the money I've made through Internet Marketing to purchase the affections of a lovely lady!

If you have any recommendations for where I should take her, let me know! And if you think the age difference is too much, let me know that as well! I would really appreciate your input on all things in my journal as we move forward.